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  • I went from hourly call center to on call 24/7 and being the only point of contact.

    When my phone notifies me, just any notification, I panic. The phone rings, I panic. Its been over a year since I left.

    Yes, its part and parcel to other issues of mental health, but… Man, do you know how often you get notifications? I’ve turned most off and still some days I’m ready to smash my phone so it will shut up and I can breathe normally.


  • Thank you for differentiating.

    The original “skin head” movement was mostly factory workers in Britain who cut their hair short (not necessarily shaved bald) for safety around equipment, and some of the most popular music among the group was stuff by “rude boys” Jamaican primarily I believe.

    It was working class solidarity with no intentions of racism.

    The neo Nazi groups coopted the term, and delved into punk music to find disenfranchised people who would buy into their rhetoric.

    There are also other skin head groups that exist today - SHARP for example, standing for SkinHeads Against Racial Prejudice.

    Espouse hateful rhetoric around these guys and you’re liable to wind up on the wrong side of a brick to the head.

    Why do I know all this? I have a penchant for research, and in the past few years I’ve been shaving my head because I decided to own my thinning hairline instead of have some ridiculous comb over type shit and hide it.

    I have had an encounter with a racist white dude at a 711, and he’s ranting at the cashier and looks to me and said “Right brother?!”. No, it was absurdly horrible (misguided) and I threatened to call the cops if he didn’t leave the store and hopefully the neighborhood. He left when he realized he didn’t have any support.





  • Kali was built out as a penetration testing distro, though it does contain some diagnostic tools.

    Not a bad place to start if you’re used to Debian, but it is a rolling release so it may break unexpectedly, or have new bugs introduced with each update.

    A persistent USB with just Debian could have all the same tools installed but have a longer support scope on releases so you don’t have to update daily (bleeding edge) which is nice to reduce read/writes to the flash drive it’s on.

    That being said, I keep a Kali live image (persistent) but thats becauae its home - my first introduction to Linux was 5 minutes with Red Hat, but aside from a brief intro in highschool, I really started with Linux in Backtrack, offensive security’s predecessor to Kali.

    Yes, I have to learn things the hard way lol.


  • I’ve been on a decade long hiatus from multiplayer aspect of games - aside from games I was with people I knew in RL.

    I only occasionally get a twinge for the comraderie of some epic raid in an MMO, or tight unspoken squad tactics where everyone just does their job as expected (not necessarily well lol) and came out on top.

    But really, I don’t have the time to commit to either of those.

    Then I hear about my friend in GW2 (RL friend) who is going through some toxic guild BS and I don’t miss it.



  • I loved to do that in Everquest.

    Started on my mage who could summon a ring that instantly cast levitate on you.

    So we had games getting up to, and jumping off of, really tall structures and playing chicken with the ground lol.

    On my bard, the combination of raw movement speed and a Lev meant getting into places not designed for players, though I will say they did a good job of making sure you didn’t die out of bounds, back when you had to recover your gear from your corpse.

    I only had to petition a GM once to get me unstuck, lol.

    They just teleported me to the current expansion at the time “hub city.”

    Never got into speed running though, and I don’t think my attention span would allow for it. Respect and all, its impressive what some people can do, just not my thing.


  • I’ve done the graveyard shift for a couple jobs now.

    Usually for medical IT.

    Its usually quiet, I don’t see my boss very often, and for the most part just run the entirety of IT stuff by myself.

    I know how much I value my sleep, so I try not to escalate issues in the middle of the night.

    In a lot of ways its made me a more creative problem solver and just a better more rounded tech.

    Some things I just don’t have permissions for, and have to escalate. Sucks, but I get it.

    It helps that my wife works similar hours to me.

    We can both go to bed in the afternoon, though I’m jealous of her getting to sleep later than me in the moments I’m first awake, but I leave work first so its a fair trade I guess.






  • If you think that’s ingesting, look into silent migraines.

    Essentially, you get all the physiological issues with migraines except the pain.

    So being sensitive to light and sound, loud noises, nausea, the whole shebang, just no pain.

    Also, interesting bit of theory, in Alice in Wonderland, the growing/shrinking and dilation of space is thought to be a side effect of migraines and its thought the author suffered from them.

    Its actually called Alice in Wonderland syndrome.

    I’ve experiened it myself, if your heads been fucky and seems like that hallway got longer, or that road got shorter, it could be a side effect of a migraine.


  • I’ve had intractable migraine pain, and yes I’ve seen the docs, have meds (that usually knock it out) but sometimes a head massage is needed, especially if you’ve been stressed for a while.

    The temple areas, as well as big muscles in your neck on either side of the spine. I’m lucky my wife seems to know the exact pressure points to hit.

    That’s more of a tension headache fix, but sometimes its part of it.

    Being a long term patient of neurologists (migraines, seizures) and having a wife who works in neurology I tend to believe the doctor she worked with who stated that once you have migraines, all headaches are a migraine clinically. They’re just more or lwwa debilitating based on severity.


  • I can see rules against necroing being needed for some communities.

    For example, a guide written at the release of an MMO would be pretty useless when you have games like Everquest running for 25+ years.

    Telling some to “just camp” an item (for example, the Circlet of Shadows) is useless because the version they’re talking about no longer drops. The info is no longer valid, because the pre-nerf version was super useful, the current version has some use at super low levels (too low to solo camp the item) but with the way the game has grown and expanded, its not even necessary. You can unlock an ability that does the same, eventually.

    Bumping that post would at best be a massive waste of time or currency to acquire.