Michael Jackson and Matthew Perry, because both died by overdosing on medication that was meant to help them.

They had sad and hard periods in their life, but they both wanted to be okay and to be happy! They did everything we are told to: reach out, ask for help, follow doctors orders.

…It feels so unfair, they feel like lives interrupted (as many many others). So them, even though I am not a fan.

So… I feel like I waste most of my time, but the things I can think of are philosophy and science videos, books, music theory and practice. The problem is consistency for me. Perhaps a group, a class, a club, or something like that if you struggle with it too.