Hi! I’m Nikki K. Nikki!

What do I do?

I’m an artist and programmer, I’m currently rekindling my creative drive

What do you use to draw?

I draw on a Huion Camvas and I use Krita for the software.

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Please do not repost my artwork

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Cake day: June 11th, 2023

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  • Well I was diagnosed years ago with it actually haha. Though it was never this severe. The way it manifested back then was far more emotional, it usually never fucked with my motivation or energy this hard, I would just have a week or two of awful venting and bad sketches, then all was well after that.

    For a good 2 years I had no symptoms at all, and I had stopped taking the medication a little before that since I felt that it wasn’t needed?

    Anyhow it seems really odd for it to come back in a completely different, and somehow more debilitating way.


  • I was thinking about taking a break from my job but I’m currently training a few new people so I have to wait a little bit longer -_- And it’s very difficult for me to be unproductive. There’s this itch in my head i can’t scratch unless I’m working on some project or thinking hard about solving a problem I have.

    Though the hardest part would be trying to ‘disconnect’. I’m pretty heavily relied upon for my own job, and my SO works out of town so I usually have to check in to see what she needs. Social media can probably go first though, was already thinking about deleting the big apps off my phone.

    trying to set my mind into the ‘shut up, stop thinking so hard idiot’ mode will be a challenge as well. Though recently I’ve enjoyed some of the brain dead times since I could just have silence.

    it’s an odd.