Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn’t have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that’s the point, limited time sure it’s everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.

I didn’t find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn’t fade after some time. At moment I’m very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I’m keeping myself alive because I’m just scared of the pain and I can’t imagine stop existing.

Too much extremist and people who just here to sell their blogs, website, onlyfans, ect.

Because their code is a mess, ugly and full of bugs, that is better burn to the roots that trying to fix it.

Inner peace

12-13 in Europe.

I don’t have any title, but I can tell you one thing. Best music for running are 130bpm.

I think that human nature is not meant to be universally shared in all its communities and that indeed there will always be the desire to have divisions, this to bind more with single individuals who become then family or friends. Being friends of all, but also only friendly, is a counter-evolutionary fantasy. The Internet is inadequate for long-range relationships, this is evident to all those who frequent large virtual communities. I sugget (even to myself) to press x more often.

I think we are at different levels of understanding, as many other users cannot see what is the intellectual disability is. I’ve known this person for almost eight weeks,we talk everyday, she’s not stupid, she doesn’t do anything stupid, but she has an intellectual disability.

I’m not assuming, she showed up saying she had an intellectual decifict, a certified disability. I am a volunteer and I can recognize people with a disability, it is not the fantasy or stereotype any, this person lives in a reality of disability. Is that clear? is it possible that it is not clear and should be an impression? We talk everyday, the disabled exist, are certified and recognize. I like her, she’s sweet and pretty, not quiet, not anxiety, as a friend she’s perfect, her intellectual disability is not relevant, but in an intimate relationship I think there are other considerations, so the question.

No that’s not what I said. Specifically, it is not a secret to me or her an official disability certification by doctors that concerns a low intelective quotient, it is not the banality that many users have understood as an offence, here we talk about disability.

Means that when talking together there is a lack of sharing and as an answer you receive only monosyllables as: Yes, no or OK.

Thanks for sharing, not exactly the kind of lack of intellect I was talking about, but I understand what you mean. The girl I’m talking about wouldn’t be able to understand that some drunk boys are offending us, maybe she would smile thinking that everything is going well.

I wonder if other qualities can overcome this, if perhaps intelligence in a relationship does not need (i have never had a relationship)

Yes the feeling to taking advantage is something, not casual sex or long term, i’m talking about the beginning.

Should I start a more intimate relationship? Does anyone have similar experiences? Can this difference of intelligence create unpleasant situations for both of us?

How much are you sure about it? Because I don’t really feeling

I ask in a genuine way, what this mean? It’s just a bully approce? Do I need to considered myself bullied or it is a sexual thing and she is attracted and want my sexual attention? I don’t wanna be bullied as I don’t want ignore an interest.

Then why she spank as first?

That’s your experience. My experience is completely opposite. I’ve always been sure of myself, brave in exposing me, as the author of the topic says. The physical aspect is my handicap, confirmed by my experiences, being obese repels most people, so much as being physically weak, having the crooked teeth, hair or untreated beard. Going beyond the physical aspect is a good thought, but you don’t find it in more than 1 out of 10,000, maybe even 100,000 people.