For ugly people like me.

Only fans. /s

It might me the case of correlation. They think all diversity is bad because a few shows with notably diverse cast were bad. For example, in DA:Veilguard, there is a companion named Taash, who is non-binary, who acts brattish and manly, despite being biologically a woman. I admit that some of her dialogues can be classified as cringe, but calling an entire game bad because of one badly written character is kinda stupid, IMO.

I love this quote a lot, “Art disturbs the comfortable and comforts the disturbed.” I am only paraphrasing it here, but you get the gist.

Writers, in general. So many wonderful stories and each story is deeply human.

Too many tourist traps. It’s annoying.

Kashmir.

Unemployed. I was a software dev, but it has been hard for me to get a job for last 1.5 years. It sucks. Currently, working to set up a small horticulture farm.

Nvidia GT 9400.

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I don’t have a baseline when it comes to pop songs. Also, I have never been on a date anyways. So, it’s all good.

Nickelback.

My boss once said to a group of new joinees including me," Eventually you will be able to afford subscription to all the streaming services."

Not yet enlightened enough.

Currently reading The Illuminatus trilogy. It is a trippy, psychedelic thriller, which assumes many conspiracy theories, both well-known and obscure to be true.

Currently, I am setting up a small horticulture business and keeping software dev as strictly hobby. But, I feel like I haven’t been given a fair chance and that hurts.

I love software. But only because I understand it’s limitations. I love developing software for engineering applications. Problem is that type of software is mostly developed by a handful of companies due heavy consolidation and difficulty in handling development of such software. So I have a hard time getting a job in this space. Eventually, because of some bad experiences, I am thinking about moving away from tech. But I love learning about CAD, FEA and how to develop such softwares. This situation just makes me sad.

Wouldn’t that be ideal? Working for your goals along with working for your needs. Problem is jobs tend to take away a lot of energy from us and that is by design.

Yeah, that feeling accomplishing something is really important. Been working for a product company since June 2024 when I finished a project I actually felt like I made something tangible, unlike in most companies I worked in, where accomplishments are really hazy and undefined. Today you are working on one thing and tomorrow on another thing.

I have never had a job that improved my mental health, not once. And I am actually very privileged in general. Jobs have been net negative for my health, even with regular therapy.

I am currently reading the books after a fairly long time. Boy, is it an absolute riot.